It starts on this new year when I decide to start writing notes about what I am thinking, maybe it notes from an online lecture that I watch on Youtube, book review, and some of my thought scattered on my digital note.
I decided that after one day, I am suddenly asking myself a question. “How can we go this way ?, Why are we doing this ?” after doing some action that my younger self will probably despise.
It was strange to see your moral code change without you didn’t know about it, so I read my diary to look at why it changes just like that.
But then I am realized that how my writing in diary change too, it’s just become history what happening without my thought about it, it just about what I am todo in that day and rarely how my feeling about it.
In the past, I confident to know about myself and what I am doing fairly well but, maybe it just didn’t apply now. so many happening that I cannot comprehend. Maybe lack of doing self-reflect contributes to that too.
So, I decided to write notes and thought to prevent that again in the future. After some time, I think maybe I need to share this with other people to introduce myself to the world.
I remember a quote from Carl Jung.
“Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible.”
And that was my motivation to share my writing about my thought, notes, and idea on the internet because I think stranger on the internet is more forgiving. After all, the change we meet in real life is slim.
My writing probably unoriginal but I write this with audience my future self in mind so it serves as remembrance than anything else. So it was unwise to take and follow writing on this site seriously.
Not all my writing will go this site, only writing that I confident will acceptable to public eyes and something that I want to share with the world.
Thank you.